It's been awhile, right? To me it's forever...
A oldest friend of mine died 3:03 am April 23, 2009.
Elven was my best friend, we've known each other since we were both in diapers!
It was late at night, he was driving him on road, a car that was going on a yellow, it's tire exploded and when Elven went forward since it turned green the car spins and slam on his car, giving both him and my friend a head injury. Elven died due to the blood loss... but the other driver was in a concussion, I was... terrified when I picked up the phone and get a call telling me, my friend had died in the ambulance van.
My friends were telling, 'Hectorni! Hectroni! It's Elven man! H-he's dead! He died in a car accident!' I dropped the phone... Get in my car in my fucking underwear in a robe to see my friend! Or was it? I was speechless, seeing him, in very bad shape... I can't describe how bad it was.
Three days I cried after his funeral...Keep thinking about him. I'm gonna miss him,
I loved him, he was like the greatest brother I could ever asked for! We've been through ups and down in life. But now I know he wants me to stay happy and smile.

So yeah, here I am, ready to be happy as possible! Right? Okay, see ya, I might post something later.

RIP in peace Elven, may the angles guide you in the afterlife!